Stagnan, Again & Again - Aseanis Writing

I dont like Monday. Custom phrase to show how people 'welcoming' the first day of full week working's time.

So was I today. Wearing the red blouse n skirt can not awakening me, like I wish to and always worked before.
My feeling still crawling down, nowhere and dont know why.

I suppose following my desire to write everything last nite, but it means that I have to sleep three hours much more late than my body's usual bed time. Bad choice in bad situations.
Now, I lost my suppose words used to write [hehe, what a phrase...], having no idea how to find it back to my brain.

Here we are then, only with these words. Nothing to curse, no time for sorry.
Wish someday I can write freely, in what ever possible feelings. Insyaallah.